Sunday, March 7, 2010

i carry your heart with me ...

Do you hate poetry? Read this poem 'i carry your heart with me' first and then decide. Edward Estlin Cummings or ee cummings was an American poet. He was born in 1894 and wrote about 2,900 poems during his lifetime. By the time of his death in 1962, he'd become the second most widely read poet in America after Robert Frost. You can read more about him here:

http://www.poets.org/poet.php/prmPID/156

Cummings wrote this poem in 1958. It's beautiful to me because describes the feeling of being in love so perfectly; the transcendent sense of being connected with someone so deeply that they are almost a part of you ...

At the same time, it could be applied to any kind of love ... for a child perhaps :) This is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart! I think a poem like this makes the ordinary things of life seem miraculous again.

I invite you to come to my blog and share your favorite poem with me in a comment ...


i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear
no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Dunfermline


I’ve wanted to write for a while about the places I grew up in Scotland. Many people during my time in St. Louis have been kindly curious about Scotland. People tell me that their grandfathers or grandmothers were Scottish. They often say that it’s one of the places they dream of visiting one day. Some might simply be looking to enjoy the pretty scenery and a dram of Island whiskey. Others are looking for castles and a greater sense of history, both global and personal. Then again, others are looking for mystery in the form of a glimpse of the mythical monster. Of course, a country’s not romantic at all when you live there. Growing up, my brothers and I played cowboys and Indians. We ate salad without dressing and thought lasagna was an exotic foreign dish. We were obsessed with Star Wars and Indiana Jones. Braveheart hadn’t yet been made and we’d never heard of William Wallace.


 
The Firth of Forth in Fife, Scotland(© Copyright M J Richardson 
and licensed for reuse under this Creative Commons Licence)

Pretty, ain’t it? I was born in Dunfermline, Fife. This is a view of the large river that separates my home town from Edinburgh, Scotland's capital city. The road bridge is at the top of the photo and the rail bridge is underneath. When I was a child I didn't understand that the train went through the structure. I used to imagine it was some kind of rollercoaster ride! It takes about twenty-five minutes to drive or take the train into Edinburgh. The truth is this photo doesn’t even do justice to how beautiful the Firth is when the sun’s shining on it. When I went back for my cousin Laura’s wedding in 2006 I couldn’t believe how much lovelier it was than I remembered.

Dunfermline was the ancient capital of Fife, home to Robert the Bruce (the guy who was the baddie in Braveheart) and steel mogul Andrew Carnegie. This is Dunfermline Abbey, where Robert the Bruce was buried:


 
Dunfermline Abbey(© Copyright Andy Stevenson 
and licensed for reuse under this Creative Commons Licence)

And this is a small glimpse of beautiful Dunfermline Public Park, actually we always called it 'The Glen', which Andrew Carnegie bought for the people of Dunfermline in 1902.


 
Pittencrief Park, aka 'The Glen'(© Copyright PaulMcIlroy 
and licensed for reuse under this Creative Commons Licence)

When we were children , we thought it was great fun to feed the red squirrels in the park. They ate straight out of our hands like pets. We also loved playing in the trampoline park, where they had about ten small trampolines built right into the ground. I don't know if it's still there.

As, my nana Maisie always used to say though “It’s no all glamour!”. When I was a baby, my mum and dad lived in an apartment on ‘Tweed Street’ in Abbeyview. It looks something like this today:



Abbeyview Flats
(© Copyright Paul McIlvoy and licensed for reuse under this Creative Commons Licence)


My mum and dad were only eighteen and nineteen when they moved in; that was 1971. Washing graffiti off the walls of the ‘close’ (a small tunnel that connected the apartments) became a daily chore for my dad. When he finally succeeded in removing the spray paint, the vandals came back and gouged their ugly message straight into the brick itself. In Scotland, milk used to be delivered in glass bottles to the front door step. It was the kind of place where the dogs were so neglected that they learned to break the tops off the bottles and steal the cream.

A lot of Dunfermline today is much nicer than our old flats though! There's been a lot of new development
over the years:

 

 
(© Copyright Paul McIlvoy and licensed for reuse under this Creative Commons Licence)


My uncles, aunts and cousins on my dad's side of the family still live and work in Dunfermline. Now it's my dream to take my husband and daughter back to Scotland. I can't wait to show Sophia the old country, and for her to meet her extended family ... all the wee cousins!

I found the images here at http://www.geograph.org.uk/ They say: "The Geograph British Isles project aims to collect geographically representative photographs and information for every square kilometre of Great Britain and Ireland". It's been a cool website for me as an expat. Check it out!